First of all “Happy New Year” to all of you. 2k18, for me was hard, so many ups and downs. And what I lose was more than what I gain. But it’s inevitable. There is No Escape. But we need to learn and move on. Wounds heals with time, if you want them to be. It’s heavy to carry things with you. A Burden. Let them go and feel the flow of time. If you want something in life, then first thing is to prepare your mind for, what you could lose and the worst thing that could happen. ‘Just … Continue reading The Dawn
A long before, when I was child, when every one of us have our own fantasies, and imagination of our own world. I had this feeling that I resemble the wolf. I adore them. Maybe I am the lone wolf, who survived 20 years of life. I was always curious about that why the wolves howl at the full moon. And the reason, I could remember was that they see the reflection of their love in the full moon. “So they should be happy for it!” I told myself at that time. And the truth reveals after 20 years of … Continue reading The Moon
In the last week, on the Thursday morning. When my roommate, pangi (that’s what we call him.) woke me up at 9 am. “We already missed a class, wake up!” He said. I was sweating, the first words came out from my mouth “Fuck! It was just a dream”. I felt relieved. I did forget the dream as soon as I wake. My heart was pounding so hard. I could feel the fear inside me. I didn’t have much time to think about it. I was getting late to my class. I ran toward the washroom. It was my geology … Continue reading Escape
It’s my humble request, If you do feel offended reading this blog, try to ignore it. Otherwise I don’t give a fuck about how you feel. I went to this dog, he was looking a little irritated eating the stick of grass. I asked him, what are you doing? Why are you doing this? Does it have any benefit? And some other questions out of curiosity. Beacuse that’s what I do, I don’t have my own life to be focused on. He stopped for a moment. Staring at me for a while, he said, “I feel sorry for your life … Continue reading Suck My Di**!
That day I don’t know what happened to me. Neither I was happy nor sad. Maybe I was irritated. And there is a feeling of unwillingness. I wasn’t sick, still all I wanted is to sleep. But even after then, it remains same. Or felt like you can’t think about anything. Your every effort seems like a failure. Life just stop. It felt like, that you are caged inside. And no matter how much you were trying to push yourself out, you couldn’t. Being trapped in your own thoughts. It’s an endless loop. They never seem to stop. You are … Continue reading Sad Or Happy
Isn’t the pic li’l bit confusing! A li’l complicated! You know that’s how our life is. Confusing, complicated. The more you dive the deeper it becomes. I remember those days when I used to go on an evening walk with my father. That day I was playing near by the small pond. It was covered with leaves. Suddenly I got curious to see my reflections. I couldn’t see my face properly. I took a stick, removed the leaves. The water got a little flow and the waves formed. I tried to make them settle, But the more I tried the … Continue reading The Final Solution
Right now I am writing, not because I have something to tell you. Or my new imagination or something else. I am writing because I need to clear my mind. But what should I write? I don’t know. Words come out on its own when I start to write. That’s why I started this way. Sometime there comes a feeling of unwillingness, you don’t want to do anything. Not even the rest. Maybe the mind gets tired of everything. People in your surrounding, you run from them because you ain’t in your sense. And you don’t want to hurt someone. … Continue reading So Stop!